It would be called easy, but its not is called life. And boy do I hate it when its not going my way.
I have been giving a lot of thought recently to my dilema of not being happy with my lot, and the bottom line is I am just a self pitting twat. The reality is despite my own beliefs I am not in charge/responsable for any thing other than myself.
And I suppose there's the rub. My ego just does not want to accept such a truism, I want to be in charge.
Is there anyone out there so daft as to want me to be in charge?
I want to believe I am qualified to tell you, or your company or family what to do, and also to exact punishment on those who dont do as I say.
anyway all aplications looked at with interest.
Also if anybody knows where i left my reality, please advise.